Thoughts on To Sleep With Anger

    On Criterion yesterday, I watched To Sleep With Anger, a 1990 black comedy written and directed by Charles Burnett, and starring Danny Glover as Harry, a charming, easygoing man who comes to visit his old friends, Gideon (Paul Butler) and Suzie (Mary Alice), who live in South Central L.A. after having moved from the South. They haven’t seen him in years, and invite him to stay, and his seemingly gentle presence hides his true intent as an agent of chaos, as he bears witness to the family strifes as Gideon and Suzie keep having to take care of their young grandson well into the evening while his parents Samuel, or “Babe Brother” (Richard Lee Brooks) and Linda (Sheryl Lee Ralph) work throughout the day.

    Samuel resents that his dad calls him “boy” in a demeaning way and compares him to his brother Junior (Carl Lumbly). There’s a lot of inter generational conflict between the grandparents who moved from the South during the Great Migration and their children who grew up in L.A.

    And Harry, hinting at practicing in witchcraft, just sits back and lets the chaos flow, turning people against each other, so much that Suzie and Hattie (Ethel Ayler) suspect him of being insincere and call him out on his phoniness, Hattie stating “You ain't worth the salt you put in greens.”

    I really liked this movie, it was messy and funny and full of family drama while adding in some magical realism influence.

Thoughts on Bones and All

    On Criterion on Saturday, I watched Bones and All, a 2022 romantic horror film directed by Luca Guadagnino and written by David Kajganich, adapted from the novel of the same name by Camille DeAngelis. The film stars Taylor Russell as a teen girl named Maren in 1988 Virginia, who is prone to cannibalism from since she was a child. When she nearly eats a girl’s finger off at a sleepover, she and her father (André Holland) quickly move, then she wakes up to find that he’s abandoned her, leaving behind an audiotape about how he’s always known what she is, and tried to protect her, but now she’s on her own.

    So she becomes a drifter in Middle America, meeting Sully (Mark Rylance), a fellow cannibal, or “eater,” who essentially sniffed her out as one of his own, and brings her to eat a dying old woman in a house, establishing rules about cannibalism. Maren goes along with it, but is horrified by her own behavior, and continues on, and meets Lee (Timothée Chalamet), a fellow young drifter and eater, and they travel together, building a romance, and Maren struggles with trying to have a moral line with her condition, while Lee is more prone to killing to survive.

    It’s an interesting movie that feels like an allegory for drug addiction, as the characters have their cycles of eating someone and feeling self hatred afterwards, seeking out each other as a family to not feel alone, and trying to have a moral code that they find hard to stick by as their hunger grows more.

    Taylor Russell is really great in this, in playing the vulnerability of Maren, and Chalamet is really good at playing a seemingly romanticized version of the rebel boyfriend who has a violent past, but it’s fine as long as the girlfriend isn’t hurt, which is a fantasy. Both have this deep chemistry together in their roles, and I enjoyed watching them.

    There are brief cameos from Jessica Harper, David Gordon Green, and Chloë Sevigny, and Mark Rylance shines as playing a creepy “mentor” who is very lonely, but deeply damaged from his condition.

    I really liked this movie a lot, and liked it as a road movie with a Trent Reznor/Atticus Ross film score, and how it both felt romantic and gory at the same time.

Thoughts on The Mastermind

    At the Angelika Film Center last week, I went to see The Mastermind, a 2025 heist film written and directed by Kelly Reichardt. The film is loosely based on a 1972 heist of the Worcester Art Museum, while being inspired by the heist films of Jean-Pierre Melville, known for films like Bob le flambeur (1956) and Le Samouraï (1967). The film centers on James Blaine "J.B." Mooney (Josh O'Connor), an unemployed carpenter who lives with his wife Terri (Alana Haim) and two young sons (Sterling and Jasper Thompson) in Framingham, MA, in the early 1970s, and plots to steal four Arthur Dove paintings from a small local museum that he frequents, where one of the guards is frequently sleeping while on duty. He tests the limits in the opening sequence, where, while one of his sons is rattling off trivia facts to his mom, J.B. lifts open a protective case and pockets a small figurine, and keeps his distance from his family in the museum, pretending not to know them until he joins them outside.

    Since he's a regular at the museum, he doesn't want to be the one in the museum stealing the paintings, so he arranges a crew to pull off the heist. He borrows money from his mother (Hope Davis), who is skeptical that he will pay it back since he's already borrowed money before, under the pretense of using it for work so he can pay the men for the heist job. One man backs out of being the getaway driver, so J.B. acts as the driver, while the other two men, without any sense of discreetness, bust into the museum during the day with pantyhose on their heads to brazenly steal paintings off the wall and threaten a teenage girl with a gun and beat up a security guard.

    Despite the public nature of the crime, J.B. displays one of the stolen paintings in his living room, and hides the other paintings in the loft of a barn. But police are inquiring his family, one of the thieves is arrested for a bank robbery, and J.B's judge father (Bill Camp) criticizes the thieves for their rookie mistakes and lack of ambition. Soon, it becomes more apparent that J.B. will be found out as the ringleader of the crime, and he doesn't have any real follow-up plans for after the heist is completed.

    I liked how this film is very slow-paced, but still quietly funny, and how O'Connor could be captivating in playing a character who seems boring on the surface, but is this fascinatingly inept loser. The film's backdrop is set against the Vietnam War and counterculture movement, where J.B. is rebelling against his family's middle-class background by doing something wild and exciting, but doesn't think of other options in his life or what to do afterwards. He takes advantage of his wife and kids, expecting them to be understanding, as well as borrows money from his mother, knowing he won't bother to try to pay her back. He takes advantage of the women in his life, assuming they'll have his back and be his support to his status as a privileged white man.

    I was happy to see Gaby Hoffmann in a small supporting role as Maude, J.B.'s art school friend and wife of his friend Fred (John Magaro). She has this wryness and bullshit-detector vibe to her that I really liked, and when J.B. briefly stays at their home while on the run from his crime, she does call him out on putting her and Fred at risk for harboring a fugitive, and makes him leave the next day to avoid taking further advantage of them. Hoffmann doesn't act too often anymore, although this year she also appears in the Bruce Springsteen biopic Deliver Me From Nowhere as Springsteen's mother Adele, so it's nice to see her whenever she pops up in something.

    The film has a great score with snappy jazz music composed by Rob Mazurek, I really dug the music throughout the film.

    Reichardt has always been good at finding the humor in small moments in life, and doing introspective character studies in her films, like in First Cow (2019) Certain Women (2016), and Meek's Cutoff (2010). She has a very special and unique touch to her work that I've always appreciated, and I was happy to check out her latest film. 

    

Thoughts on If I Had Legs I'd Kick You

    At the Angelika Film Center yesterday, I went to see If I Had Legs I'd Kick You, a 2025 psychological horror film written and directed by Mary Bronstein. The film stars Rose Byrne as Linda, a therapist who is struggling with a lot of stress and mental anguish. Her daughter (Delaney Quinn), whose name is never given and whose face is always offscreen, has a mysterious illness where she uses a feeding tube in her stomach at night, and Linda is pressured by her daughter's doctor to make sure she makes her goal weight of 50 lbs by a deadline so that the tube can be removed. Dr. Spring (Bronstein) repeatedly tells her to come in for meetings, with the threat that if Linda isn't reaching those goals, that the care for her daughter will be re-assessed. Her husband Charles (Christian Slater, mostly heard through phone calls) is away on a work trip, and only calls her to criticize her and complain, and treats her as if she just sits on her butt all day as a therapist and doesn't do real work.

    Things get worse when the family's Montauk apartment floods from a collapse in the bedroom ceiling, and Linda and her daughter must stay in a motel. Through this catastrophe, Linda is trying to manage her job as a therapist, with a patient (Danielle Macdonald) who brings her baby to sessions because she's afraid of leaving her child alone or being seen as a bad mother; seeing her own therapist (Conan O'Brien), who is unhelpful and sees her as a mental drain; trying to get her daughter, who frequently complains and whines off-camera, to behave; fielding calls from Dr. Spring, fielding calls from her husband; calling to get the ceiling fixed and being given the runaround and hung up on, and picturing the hole in the ceiling as getting bigger and deeper and more cavernous, a metaphor for her own deteriorating mental and psychological state.

    The film is unsettling to watch, from both the sound design that drove up the tension, and the tight close-ups on Byrne's face in the first few scenes of the film, where her daughter and the doctor are heard off-camera, and setting the mood with lines about how her daughter sees her mother as putty that she can stretch, and Linda refuting that claim, despite all of her sacrifices. Byrne is fantastic in playing a woman who is being pushed to her limits, pressured by external voices to do everything right, and blamed for anything going wrong. She unwinds at night by leaving her daughter alone in the motel room to go get wine at the motel shop, where the clerk (Ivy Wolk) is snarky about not selling her wine past 2 AM, and develops an almost-friendship with the motel superintendent James (A$AP Rocky), whose calm demeanor helps her in her time of chaos.

    I felt anxious watching the film, jumping a little bit at a couple of early scares with the collapsing ceiling, and felt for Linda being pulled in different directions and wanting to snap. This film is listed as a comedy-drama, but it felt more like a horror film to me. It doesn't feel like a film I'd watch again because of its intensity, but I enjoyed being in the theater and feeling stuck in the madness of the same character, the theater like the black hole like she imagined her dwindling psyche to be.

Thoughts on Something Wicked This Way Comes

 Last month for my book club, I read Ray Bradbury's Something Wicked This Way Comes, his 1962 novel about an eerie carnival that comes to a small town in the 1930s and lures people in with winning prizes and promises of riches and youth, but at the price of their souls. The book focuses on two boys, Jim and Will, who are suspicious of the carnival and the effect it has on the townspeople, and Will's father, Charles Halloway, feels anxiety about his older age at 54 but doesn't trust the carnival either. It's a good book that, while definitely of its time (the book treats being 54 like being 84, Charles keeps acting like he's too old for his young son, and the book sidelines a lot of female characters as less important to the story), was interesting to read for its foreboding sense of dread, especially with the carnival leader, Mr. Dark, who seems more like a vampire feeding on the town's hopes and dreams.

    The book was dedicated to Gene Kelly, and there was an author's note written by Ray Bradbury decades after the book came out, talking about how he became friends with Gene Kelly through a mutual friend, and he wrote a treatment of one of his older short stories and gave it to Gene to shop around his film contacts in the 1950s. No film came of it at the time, but Bradbury decided to make it into a novel, and published it in 1962. In 1983, it became a film directed by Jack Clayton, and produced by Disney, during a time when they were having financial difficulties and experimenting with making darker films for children, like this one, Watcher in the Woods, and The Black Cauldron, none of which did well at the box office.

    At the time of the book club meeting, I said that the film wasn't streaming online, and that it is less accessible now. Then this month, one of my friends told me it's now streaming on Disney Plus, and this is the first time it's been streaming anywhere. So I watched it, to compare with the book. The movie starred Jason Robards as Mr. Halloway, who was made into a librarian instead of a library janitor like the book, and Jonathan Pryce as Mr. Dark. Jim and Will were played by Shawn Carson and Vidal Peterson. The film is 90 minutes long, and feels more like a TV movie than one in theaters. I like that, since it takes place in October, it has a fitting autumn feeling, with cool, crisp weather, fall leaves, a pumpkin patch, and carnival ghouls that feel very Halloween-y.

    It's mostly faithful to the book, with an adapted screenplay by Bradbury, with some changes, like how Miss Foley (Mary Grace Canfield) the middle-aged teacher in the book is turned into a child and her fate is unknown, whereas in the movie she is turned into a pretty young woman but made blind (Sharan Lea), and seems to be stuck that way at the end. I liked how the haunted carousel, which can make someone older or younger depending on which direction it rides in, was used to nightmare effects in the finale, with the demise of Mr. Dark in a way that seemed intense for a children's film at the time.

    I figured Jason Robards was older than 54, and I was right, he was 60 at the time of filming, which made it seem even less likely that he'd have a child-aged son. The boys in the book were on the cusp of turning 14, but seem younger in the movie, like around 10 or 11. I really liked Jonathan Pryce as Mr. Dark, he really sank into this quiet but malevolent character where he's very patient but there's a menace underneath his clipped words. And I didn't know until later on that Pam Grier played the Dust Witch, she was unrecognizable under the makeup and veil, but had a seductive voice as she slows down Mr. Halloway's heartbeat to give him a taste of what death will be like.

    I'm not as into this work by Bradbury as I am by "All Summer in a Day," which was my introduction to his writing in junior high that made an impact on me, in both identifying with his outcast lead girl character and getting into sci-fi and speculative fiction, though I can also credit Madeleine L'Engle's A Wrinkle in Time for doing that too. But I enjoyed reading the book and seeing the film adaptation, and making my own compare and contrasts.

Thoughts on Fairyland

     At the Angelika Film Center this week, I went to see Fairyland, a 2023 coming-of-age drama written and directed by Andrew Durham, based on Alysia Abbott's memoir Fairyland: A Memoir of my Father. The film is about Alysia as a child (Nessa Dougherty) being raised by her widower father, Steve Abbott (Scoot McNairy), a writer and activist, after the death of her mother in a car accident in 1973 when Alysia was 5. Her dad, who is gay, move to San Francisco and live in a house with several others queer artists and writers, where her father can be more open with his sexuality and not feel closeted like before. When Alysia asks him why he only has boyfriends now and no girlfriends, he gives a simple pat answer of "Because your mother was the only girl I loved and I could never love another girl after her." 

    Alysia grows up in the house with revolving roommates, getting to know people like Paulette (Maria Bakalova), essentially the den mothers; Johnny (Ryan Thurston), a cisgender gay Black man who likes wearing women's clothes, and Eddie (Cody Fern), who casually dates Steve for awhile. Alysia is often left to her own independence by her father, much like a typical Gen-X latchkey kid, where he assumes that at 5 years old she can take the bus by herself and get home, or stay up late by herself at home while he's out at bars picking up guys to bring home. Steve isn't prepared to be a single dad, but didn't want to give up care of his child to his mother in-law Munca (Geena Davis) and feel like an absentee parent to a child who just lost her mother. So he raises his daughter with more freedom and independence to counter the repressive and punishment-based childhood he had as a closeted gay kid.

    The film spans between 1973 and circa 1987, as Alysia grows up into an 80s punk teen (Emilia Jones), and keeps her dad's sexuality a secret from her friends, who are casually homophobic, as well in a culture where the AIDS crisis is robbing the gay community of its members, and Alysia feels resentful of her father's laissez-faire attitude towards her, wanting more structure and balance. She chooses to go to NYU to live far from her father, and even gets to study abroad in Paris and have a boyfriend, but when her father writes her with the news that he has contracted HIV and wants her to take care of him, she flies back home, feeling angry that her father now needs her to take care of him when he wasn't there for her, and cutting her studies and abroad trip short.

    I liked how the film felt complicated, and that Steve was trying to balance having his young life as a gay writer and activist with his friends and community, while also trying to care for his daughter in the best way that he knew how. I liked how Alysia didn't hate her father, but resented having to raise herself and be more the parent than he was. I liked how the film depicted the time of 1970s and 1980s San Francisco, and shifts in the free acceptance of the gay community to the shunning and loneliness during the AIDS crisis. The film depicts activists who cared for young gay men with AIDS who didn't have family to support them, like when Steve and Alysia visit a friend of his who is in hospice, in a local house run by community members, not by formal medical staffs, who would treat AIDS as if it was contagious and stigmatize those who had it. 

    The film is a great depiction of love and resilience in the face of tragedy, and I liked the close bond between Steven and Alysia, working well with McNairy as Steven and both Dougherty and Jones as the younger and older versions of Alysia. It was nice seeing Geena Davis in a rare acting performance as Alysia's grandmother Munca, and Adam Lambert has a small supporting role as Steven's friend Charlie.

    I felt emotionally touched by this film, and thought it was quite good.

Thoughts on A Chinese Ghost Story

    On Criterion, I watched A Chinese Ghost Story, a 1987 Hong Kong folklore horror film directed by Ching Siu-Tung and written by Tuen Kai Chi. The film stars Leslie Cheung as a debt collector named Ning Choi-san, who goes to a rural town to collect debts, but is unable to collect the money, especially when his book of debt becomes wet and unreadable, thus allowing a shop owner to claim he doesn't owe money if his name can't be read in it. He is also dodging a group of men trying to capture fugitives for the reward money, putting up the posters of the illustrations of the fugitive up against random men, trying to match them.

    With no money and nowhere else to go, Choi-san is told to take shelter at a deserted temple in a forest outside of town, where everyone assumes he will be mauled by wolves on his way there. He meets a beautiful and mysterious woman named Nip Siu-sin (Joey Wong), and immediately falls in love with her. But her secret is that she is a ghost, and she is bound to a demon, the Tree Demoness, who forces her to seduce young men so that the demon can rob them of their lifeforce. She keeps pushing Choi-san away, trying to save him from that same fate, but he is determined to be with her. 

    Choi-san gets the help of a Taoist priest and swordsman, Yin Chik-ha (Wu Ma), who told him that the people in the temple are ghosts, and Chik-ha wants to banish Siu-sin's spirit because she isn't human and doesn't want Choi-san pining for her. But they work together to save Siu-sin's soul from being bound to the Tree Demoness by moving her remains from the foot of the tree that the demoness resides in, hoping to free her to the afterlife.

    I really liked this movie a lot. It was the first of a trilogy, and I liked how it mixed wushu stunt work, folklore, horror, and goofy comedy. It had a lot of influence from The Evil Dead, with the tree demon attacking with her branches, as well as the camera zooming as the POV of the demon racing to attack a frightened victim. I liked the windy effects during the fight scenes, the blue lighting, the stop- motion zombie skeletons, and the romantic love story at the center of the film.

    There's a particularly fun sequence where Siu-sin is trying to hide Choi-san in a bath when the demoness and other young ghost women come in, and he keeps peeking out to take breaths of air, and she has to prevent others from seeing him, and the back and forth ultimately leads to an underwater kiss that Siu-Sin does to hide Choi-san, by dipping forward into the water to push him down, and it's very sexy and romantic, one of the standout moments of the film.

    Leslie Cheung unfortunately died by suicide at age 46 in 2003, and he was a wonderful actor and singer in Hong Kong and Chinese cinema in the 1980s and 1990s. I heard of him through watching Farewell My Concubine (1993), directed by Chen Kaige, a love triangle story between three young Peking Opera performers (Leung, Zhang Fengyi, and Gong Li) in early to mid-20th century China, and thought it was a stunning and beautifully sad film. I also liked him in Happy Together (1997), a Hong Kong gay romantic drama directed by Wong Kar-wai and starring Cheung and Tony Leung Chiu-wai, that felt both very mature and casual at the same time. In a 1992 interview, Cheung stated that "My mind is bisexual. It's easy for me to love a woman. It's also easy for me to love a man, too" and "I believe that a good actor would be androgynous, and ever changing," making him one of the first public figures in Chinese media to come out, being brave and open at that time.

    I'm happy I checked this out, and I'll likely watch the sequels too, since I really enjoyed this film a lot.

9 of My Favorite Film Scores

     I was listening to an episode of the podcast Critically Acclaimed Network, and the hosts, who are film critics, did a Top 10 list episode of their "Iron List" series, each picking their top ten best film scores. I wanted to share some that I really like. I'm not great at noticing film scores, as the music is often in the background as I'm watching the movie, but some of these stood out a lot to me:

Jon Brion's experimental score for Punch-Drunk Love.

Danny Elfman's fantasy fairy tale score for Edward Scissorhands, especially with "Ice Dance," with the choir singing in parts, like when Edward makes it "snow" around Kim.

The Chemical Brothers' electronic score for Hanna.

Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross' electronic score for Challengers.

David Michael Frank's recurring theme for Showdown in Little Tokyo, particularly "Saving Minaka"

Antonio Sanchez' drum score for Birdman.

John Du Prez' haunting score, especially "Shredder's Theme" for the 1990 version of Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

Yann Tiersen's French playful score for Amelie, with "La Valse d'Amelie"

Eric Serra's kinda-synth score for La Femme Nikita, with both "Rico's Gang Suicide" and "A Smile"

Thoughts on Oh Lucy!

     On Tubi, I watched Oh Lucy!, a 2017 Japanese-American drama co-written and directed by Atsuko Hirayanagi, starring Shinobu Terajima as Setsuko, a lonely middle-aged woman working as an office drone who is distant from her co-workers, lives alone, and is estranged from her sister. She goes out to karaoke with her co-workers for a retirement party, then drunkenly yells that no one actually likes the retiree and that everyone laughs at her behind her back. She gets a call from her niece Mika (Shioli Kutsana), who is working as a waitress in a maid uniform in a restaurant, and tells her that she had signed up for a year of English language classes, but can't afford them anymore because she needs to save money, and gets Setsuko to pay for the remainder of classes and take them in her place. Setsuko goes to the school, which seems hidden behind a seedy exterior, and meets John (Josh Hartnett), the American teacher who is very friendly and open and frequently hugs his students, of which Setsuko and later Takeshi (Kōji Yakusho), are the only ones. John gives them English names to use in class, Lucy and Tom, and gives Lucy a blonde wig to wear as "Lucy." Setsuko is charmed by John's friendliness and develops a crush on him, liking the warm embrace of his hug and becoming another identity as Lucy.

    But when she returns to the class, John has left for America, and the replacement teacher is more conventional and not as physically affectionate, and Setsuko preferred John's eccentricities. Then she finds out that Mika and John are dating, and that Mika has run off with John to the U.S., driving a further wedge between her and her mother Ayako (Kaho Minami). Setsuko receives a postcard from Mika, letting her know that she and John are in San Diego, and invites her out. Setsuko lets Ayako know, and they go together to San Diego to confront Mika and convince her to come home. But when they find John, he's alone in his apartment, saying that Mika has run off, and the three of them, combined with John's limited Japanese and Setsuko and Ayako's limited English, go look for her.

    I found this movie to be pretty interesting. I liked that it focused on a middle-aged woman going on an adventure and getting out of the rut of her life, and how a lot of it was about her and her sister having a complicated relationship with each other. Ayako would pick at Setsuko, calling her selfish if she didn't also get her a drink at a vending machine after getting herself one, then refuse a drink once Setsuko bought one for her. Setsuko accuses Ayako of stealing and marrying Setsuko's boyfriend, and still harbors resentment towards her. Terajima's performance as Setsuko brings a lot of sensitivity to the role, and I liked how she would still want to slip into being "Lucy" when she wanted to feel more brave or more open to trying new things. I looked her up, and saw that she was in a film I had really liked, Vibrator (2003),  where she plays a young woman who meets a handsome truck driver and goes on a journey of sexual self-discovery. It was a very intimate drama that felt very character-driven, and felt like a little hidden gem of a film.

    I wasn't as into the second half, when Setsuko is more deluded towards John because of her unrequited crush, leading her to make bad decisions that alienate people, and really didn't like that she makes a mess of her life and other people's lives, especially since John was often at fault for taking advantage of Mika, likely fetishizing her as his cute Japanese girlfriend, and bringing her to the U.S. and away from her life in Tokyo. He also kept calling Setsuko Lucy, not bothering to learn her real name, with a colonizer perspective of not wanting to call someone by their real name if it's too hard for him, out of internalized xenophobia. Even when he calls out a waiter for mocking Setsuko's English in a diner, he still calls her by her fake Anglicized name anyway.

    I really liked seeing Yakusho in his smaller supporting role as Takeshi/"Tom," as I've liked him a lot in films like Shall We Dance? (1996), 13 Assassins (2010), and Perfect Days (2023). He as "Tom" first seems very smiley, into hugging and speaking stilted English in the class, then when walking with Setsuko after class, introduces himself as Takeshi, and is more sensitive and quiet and reserved than as his Tom persona with a wig on. He appears more in the finale, and explains more about how putting on the persona helps him when he doesn't want to deal with struggles in his own personal life as himself, much like how Setsuko did when she liked the Lucy persona better.

    I liked checking this movie out, more so for the acting and the journey of the main character than for the film as a whole.

Thoughts on Punch-Drunk Love

     On Criterion, I watched Punch-Drunk Love, a 2002 romantic comedy/drama film written and directed by Paul Thomas Anderson, and starring Adam Sandler, Emily Watson, Philip Seymour Hoffman, Luis Guzmán, and Mary Lynn Rajskub.

    The film centers on Barry (Sandler), a lonely bachelor who owns a company that sells themed toilet plungers, and he bears the brunt of verbal abuse and insults from his seven sisters, seeing him as a loser and picking apart his turns of speech, like mocking him for saying "chatting" instead of "talking," and interrupting him at work with phone calls reminding him to come to one of their birthday parties. Barry is generally quiet and reserved, but prone to short fits of rage in destroying things or yelling at people, not having a healthy outlet for his pent-up anger.

    He also has a side plan going, finding a loophole in a Healthy Choice promotion and wanting to amass a million frequent flyer miles by saving the coupons from purchasing vast quantities of pudding, as Barry has done the math on the risk vs. reward and deciding the pudding was the best option to purchase instead of soup cans or frozen meals from Healthy Choice. This subplot was based from an actual story of David Phillips, a civil engineer who in 1999 figured out that the value of the frequent flyer miles from the Healthy Choice coupons was more than the cost of the pudding, and accumulated 1.2 million frequent flyer miles.

    Early in the film, he witnesses a horrendous car accident, and retrieves a harmonium from the street, keeping it on his desk and tinkering with it. His sister Elizabeth (Rajskub) brings by her co-worker Lena (Watson), who Barry had briefly met before, in order to get them to date, but Barry's life is in disarray. He is not only busy with work and his side hustle with the pudding, but he had called a phone sex line the night before out of curiosity, is swindled into giving his Social Security number, and the sex worker he had spoken to on the phone is calling back to extort him for money and sending "her" brothers after him to intimidate him. This gets in the way of his budding relationship with Lena, although the two of them have a sweet chemistry and a romantic innocence that draws them closer together.

    I really loved this film. This was my first time watching it, despite knowing how famous it is and that it came out well over twenty years ago, but I hadn't ever bothered to watch it before. The film podcast This Had Oscar Buzz did an episode of it, timing it with the upcoming release of Paul Thomas Anderson's latest film One Battle After Another, and the hosts really liked it, and it sounded really interesting to me and like I should finally see it.

    Adam Sandler was fantastic in this, and I liked how he could snap back and forth between the sweet shyness of Barry with snapping into rage, in a way that didn't come off as cartoonish or exaggerated as it does in his usual comedies. According to the podcast, Anderson chose Sandler because of an old Saturday Night Live sketch he did, where he plays a guy who hosts his own public access TV show, "The Denise Show," where he is obsessed with his ex-girlfriend and taking calls from people keeping tabs on her for him, and essentially stalking her. When his dad calls him and berates him, like saying "You're embarrassing the family!" and "Be a man!" Sandler as the guy would shout back "Shut up! Shut up, old man!" and shouting him down, then snapping back to calm reality. Anderson really liked the weird comedy in it, and it works really well in this film.

    Emily Watson is so sweet in this, and while she is largely the love interest and not the focus like Sandler is, I still liked how sensitive her performance was, and how sexy and intimate her chemistry with Sandler was, like in a love scene in bed where they are whispering pillow talk like "I'm lookin' at your face and I just wanna smash it. I just wanna fuckin' smash it with a sledgehammer and squeeze it. You're so pretty" and "I want to chew your face, and I want to scoop out your eyes and I want to eat them and chew them and suck on them." And the silhouetted scenes of them embracing each other in front of windows are really beautiful imagery.

    The cinematographer was Robert Elswit, and his camerawork makes the film look stunning, especially in a lot of long take, panning shots that flows in musical symmetry with Jon Brion's experimental score of tones and sounds, as well as with the more romantic music reminiscent of Jacques Tati's 1960s French comedies. The visual interludes were done by the late artist Jeremy Blake, with gorgeous purple and blue colors blending against each other. "He Needs Me," a song from the 1980 film version of Popeye, sung by the late Shelley Duvall, plays in a scene too, and is a cute and endearing love song. The film was edited by Leslie Jones, and the scenes connect together really well to make for an oddball romantic comedy with an unusual musical score.

The film would be the start of Sandler's occasional dip outside of his mainstream comedies, with his acclaimed performances in Reign Over Me, Funny People, and Uncut Gems, in more dramatic roles and/or experimental indie films. It's obvious that he's more into his comfort zone with his more current Netflix comedies and children's films, but it is nice whenever he takes a break from that and does a more unusual film.

I just really found this movie both very romantic, with having the same weirdo spirit that both Anderson and Sandler share, and the film connected their wavelengths very well. I'm really happy I finally watched this.

Thoughts on Outrageous!

     On Tubi, I watched Outrageous!, a 1977 Canadian comedy-drama written and directed by Richard Brenner. The film was adapted from "Making It," a short story by Canadian writer Margaret Gibson from her 1976 collection The Butterfly Ward, and she and star Craig Russell had been roommates in real life, which the story was based on.

    The story is about Robin (Russell) a hairdresser and aspiring drag queen, and his best friend, a schizophrenic woman named Liza (Hollis McLaren). Robin does costumes and makeup for local drag performers, and wants to perform himself, but is too shy and insecure to take his career further. He specializes in doing performances of divas like Carol Channing, Judy Garland, Mae West, and Ethel Merman, as well as a show playing Joan Crawford and Bette Davis characters. He is mocked by his closeted hair salon boss for being slightly chubby, and saying that the women won't want to have their hair done by gay men, and a customer yells at Robin for making her look like the Elizabeth Taylor version of Cleopatra, because he wanted to give more glamour to the local women in their Toronto neighborhood.

    Liza was released from the institution in which she was being held, and kept on a strict schedule of several prescription pills to take, including a lot of Valium. She has hallucinations of the "Bonecrusher" lying on top of her, and Robin will help her by miming with her to push the weight of the delusion off of her. They become roommates, and Liza meets with a social worker, who advises her to not become pregnant, seeing Liza as too mentally fragile to handle being a mother. But she has various flings with men, mostly cab drivers, and eventually becomes pregnant, and wants to keep the baby, against her social worker and her mother's wishes. Her mother will blame Robin for Liza trying to be more independent, and calling him by homophobic slurs. The friends are also trying to make it to New York City so that Robin can perform in Manhattan clubs and Liza can be on her own more.

    The film feels very much of its time, with a title that makes the film feel more silly than it really is, and I liked it more as a historical curiosity, a film focused on gay characters and drag culture with people who, though they live in Toronto, feel like they're in a small town with everyone in each other's business. I really liked the friendship between Robin and Liza, and how Robin is pushed to have more confidence in himself as a drag performer, and Liza is pushed to be more independent and not defined by her schizophrenia. The film felt very inspiring to be weird and one's authentic self, and not letting mental health issues keep them from living their lives.

    I especially liked the finale, where Liza is confiding in Robin, and they have both talked about having had depression, and she feels dead inside, and he says, "You're Liza. You'll never be normal, but you're special. And you can have a hell of a good time. You know, there's only one thing. You're mad as a hatter, darling. But that's all right, because so am I. I've never known anyone who wasn't worth knowing who wasn't a positive fruitcake. We're all mad. You and me, are here to love and look after each other. You're not dead. You just have a healthy case of craziness."

    Sadly, the director Richard Brenner and the star Craig Russell would succumb to AIDS both in 1990, so the film does feel like a capsule of gay life pre-AIDS in the late 1970s. The film had a sequel in 1987 titled Too Outrageous!, and a stage musical was produced in Canada in 2000.

    I really liked the film a lot, enjoying the quirky gem of the central friendship and the queer issues explored in the film, and am glad I checked it out.

Thoughts on Still Walking

    Last Sunday on Criterion, I watched Still Walking, a 2008 Japanese film written and directed by Hirokazu Kore-eda. The film is a drama about a family coming together on the twelfth anniversary of the eldest son's death, and the complicated dynamics between the parents and the surviving adult children and their families.

    The Yokoyama family come together every year to commemorate the death of the eldest son, Junpei, who drowned twelve years prior while saving a 13-year old boy. The father Kyohei (Yoshio Harada) is a retired doctor, and idealizes his deceased son, while treating his living son Ryota (Hiroshi Abe) like a disappointment because he went into art restoration instead of becoming a doctor like him, and leaves Junpei's items untouched like a shrine to him. Ryota brings his wife Yukari (Yu Natsukawa), who is widowed from a previous marriage, and her son Atsushi (Shohei Tanaka), and Ryota's family is initially distant and cold towards Yukari, thinking it is bad luck to marry a widow, but gradually warm to her once they get to know her as a person. Ryota's sister, Chinami (You, aka Yukiko Ehara), wants her family to move in with her aging parents to take care of them.

    The film progresses over one day into the next morning, and I liked how quiet the film felt, but very rich with family moments and vignettes that give a lot of coloring to the family's history with each other. Like how Kyohei would retell a positive anecdote about Junpei, and forget that the anecdote was actually about Ryota. Royta would feel bitter towards his father's obvious favoritism towards his older brother. Or how the mother Toshiko (Kirin Kiki) would reminisce at dinner about her and Kyohei's personal romantic song, "Blue Light Yokohama" by Ayumi Ishida, and how she had heard Kyohei singing it from another woman's house, and purchased the record and would play it in private. And that the couple, despite decades of mutual resentment where Kyohei criticizes his wife in front of the family, still stayed together anyway.

    The film shows just one day in this family's life, and there are no big changes or revelations to their relationships. People avoid conflict just to get along, even if they have resentment, and are trying to be nice and polite to "keep the peace." Even if Ryota suggests a change to how his family does a certain ritual, concerned on how it affects someone, he just gets told that the ritual is done out of habit to avoid confronting difficult feelings, even if it's at someone's expense and comes off as cruel and selfish, and that they won't change their behavior even when called out on it.

    I really like Kore-eda's films, having seen Air Doll, Shoplifters, After Life, The Truth, and Broker, After Life and Shoplifters being my favorites. His films excel at focusing on complex emotions and fraught relationships, where no one is a hero or villain, and has shades of gray to their character. Like the family of criminals in Shoplifters, or the brokers selling abandoned babies on the black market in Broker, or the rules of the afterlife being that the recently deceased can only hold on to one memory for eternity in After Life. He is a highly acclaimed filmmaker, and I had heard of Still Walking as one of his best films, but hadn't seen it, and I enjoyed just sitting with it and letting the scenes pour over me. This was a beautiful and stunning film to watch.

Thoughts on Love, Brooklyn

    At the Angelika Film Center on Monday, I saw Love, Brooklyn, a 2025 romantic comedy-drama directed by Rachael Abigail Holder, in her directorial debut, and written by Paul Zimmerman. The film centers on Roger (Andre Holland), a writer living near Prospect Park in Brooklyn, NY, and he is writing a piece on how gentrification has hurt Brooklyn, specifically with Black communities. He is close friends with his ex-girlfriend, Casey (Nicole Beharie), an art gallery owner who inherited her gallery building from her grandmother, and has been continually rejecting offers from a developer who has been buying buildings on the block, wanting to hold on to her building because of her heritage and as a Black business owner. Roger and Casey have a very playful, teasing friendship, often joshing around like kids in the park.

    Roger is casually dating Nicole (DeWanda Wise), a widowed mother of a young girl, Lorna (Cassandra Freeman) who lives in a Brooklyn brownstone, and whose husband died in an accident. She and Roger are cool with having a casual, friends with benefits relationship, but Roger isn't sure if he wants to be more serious with Nicole, and when Lorna who knows him as her mother's "friend," wants to get to know him, Nicole is trying to balance her own emotions with opening up a relationship between Roger and her daughter, while not wanting to hurt Lorna's feelings regarding the loss of her father.

    The film is beautifully shot, showing neighborhood scenes of Roger riding his bike down residential streets in Brooklyn, hanging out in front of a coffeeshop with his friend Alan (Roy Wood, Jr.), who is married and wants to live vicariously through Roger's single life as a bachelor. Alan is happily married and settled down as a middle-aged man, but likes the idea of an affair or having another woman be into him, but he turns down the possibilities that could lead to it, not wanting to actually blow up his life over an affair.

    The love triangle parts of the drama were decent, but I was more interested in learning more about Casey and Nicole's individual stories, as their own dramas were more compelling than about their feelings with Roger and his attraction towards both women. Casey is struggling with the pressure to sell her building, as well as mainly having one artist client that is keeping her in business, and when she tries calling Roger to talk about a difficult day he had, he's not up for listening at the moment, and Beharie plays it very well with the look of restrained frustration on her face, really wanting him to be a supportive friend, before being like "No, it's fine." Beharie has a lot of charisma and brightness as Casey's goofy self, and she's equally as good when she's playing the more subtle dramatic moments.

    I also wanted to know more about Nicole's inner life, as I felt like the film would just scratch the surface of her troubles as a single mom who is still mourning her husband, working multiple jobs to support her daughter, and juggling people's emotions. There is a fantastic scene in the finale when Roger comes to her after he's had a rough night, basically trying to crash at her home in the middle of the night, and she shuts him down for trying to use her for sex, saying she misses her husband every day, and standing her ground and not letting him take advantage of her. Wise is really great in that scene, and it made me want to know more about her character and not just being viewed as a FWB through Roger's eyes.

    Andre Holland was good, as he has soft eyes and a way of doing small gestures like scratching at his neck when he's nervous or hesitant, but I didn't find his character as compelling. I wasn't interested in his romantic drama, or that he kept struggling to write his piece on gentrification in Brooklyn, though I did like scenes that reflected the themes of the film, like when he and Casey are looking at a painting of Sodom and Gomorrah and the moral of leaving what you can't take with you. The film has an epilogue speech about loving your city and struggling with seeing it change, when it doesn't feel like your home anymore, and you can't hold onto the past, but that you can learn to love your city in the new shape its taken, and it can still have personal significance for you. That part really resonated with me a lot, as I lived in Astoria, Queens for 16 years and currently live in Jersey City, but still feel connected to Astoria as my longtime home, even if it's different than how it was when I was younger. The film had paralleled Roger's personal evolution with the evolution of his Brooklyn neighborhood, and it worked well together, more so with Casey's struggle with her own evolution.

    I thought the film was decent, that it could have had more depth with the script, but that the acting was all very good and the cinematography was gorgeous, so it was worthwhile to watch.